And now again, its been awhile, I've been at college about 3 months or so..? Yeah..We are already in the wonderful month of Nov. and hardly any snow. Life is going good, for the most part, College..what can i say?! I'm learning alot about myself, who I am..and all that jazz. I've had my share of struggles, and my share of mistakes, and drama. Wow I have caused myself alot of drama, I also never realized how much of a emotional person I am untill I came here..thats when I started to see, that at the littlest thing, I could get all teary eyed, and or just ready to cry. Some people have turned out to be alot different than what i first thought, when i had typed bout clicks before, well those ppl now are some really cool ppl, and starting to become good friends with me. Its pretty weird to see how fastly I judged, I've never been in this "School" Situation before, and so with all of this it is pretty insane, and i thought that cuz of all the movies about highschool clicks, that this college would be like that, but i'm seeing that i coulda caused alot less drama had i not judged right away. Also..become such close friends with guys has not been the greatest thing for me..because they tend to bring me down sometimes and hurt me..there have been a couple tho..that I would trust with my life, and thats not to good either. I'm learning how to trust God with my life, and no one else,,just giving it all to God, I've learned he is the only one that keeps me going and keeps me happy, he pretty much amazes me every day with is mercies and grace, and the saying is true, they are new every morning! God is amazing I love him so much, and I know that even tho i may not wanna be here... at this place...and at this time in my life, God will supply me the strength to get me through it. I'm ready for God to use me, mold me , and make me into the woman he wants me to be, and if this is what i have to do, and go through for that to happen, then so be it, cuz i know that if i'm not doing God's plan I won't be happy. One day at a time...thats all i can do, cuz thinkin to far in the future just makes things difficult for me...and i'm just striving to keep my focus on God...I'm ready to do what he wants..and go where he wants me.